blackberry bis

I am not impressed with mtn (mobile telecoms netwhimps). I discovered that I owe 3 times my monthly subscription on my bb account. All this while I'm supposed to be able to access the internet through BIS. This BIS (bb internet subscription) was switched off on my phone and I didn't know until my account was delivered in the mail. So I have been blocked until the end of the month. This really really sucks. I can't overemphasise how unimpressed I am. I sense there is a lesson here...probably about embracing a minimalistic lifestyle. Thanks for nothing obama, I only got this phone because it looked so good on you. Now I have been converted into a whimp. I want out. I want out of this material world, like yesterday.